How Do You Want to Die?

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Is it losing your  beloved or is it dying unloved?

Is it dying unhappy, or is it their happiness that you're dead?

Is it being unappreciated or is it the fact that you're alive but never existed?

Because I am willing to be frightened, I am willing to sacrifice

I am willing to hold my breath a hundred times

And bury myself underneath a sycamore tree

I wanna die unhappy, so they could feel my grief

I wanna die unloved so they could pity themselves in guilt

I wanna die unappreciated so they could realize my effort

I wanna die like I was there but  never existed, so I’d be missed

Though hopefully  I die happy to be in peace

To die appreciated, because I was kind enough for the world

To die as if I still exist, so I would not be missed