Heartbroken and depressed after this situation months ago

Lina

I'm heartbroken and depressed after this whole situation that went down two months ago.

I will be using a throwaway account, in case he's spying on me on an alt :/. 

I (27F) got cheated on by my ex partner (30M)

So, we met on a dating app, and we've talked for weeks on end. I've finally decided to catch a plane ticket to meet him. He was sweet, very very sweet. He has his own apartment and everything I've decided to meet him every month, and he came to me every month. After I graduated from college, I moved in with him in Seattle. I got a job as a barista. Fast forward some years, I'm now pregnant with a little boy. 

One night while coming home, I heard noises in the bedroom. I didn't know at first, but I went closer. He was having sex with a random woman. My heart stopped. I left the place in secret. I just texted him saying that my job wanted to keep me late, and I went to a motel for the night. I texted my dad, told him what I saw, and he said I'm welcomed home whenever. I text my sister who is a flight attendant, and she bought me tickets to fly out of Seattle back to Minneapolis. 

By morning, I put my two weeks in and explained my boss everything in which he was very understanding. I booked a motel close to the airport. I only came home after he came home, and avoided all physical contact. I was betrayed, depressed. How could he do this?! I'm pregnant with his CHILD! I loved him! Still slept in the bed and left for work, etc etc.

 After my two weeks were up, I pack up my things in my two luggages and call an airport taxi. And when he gets home, I let him see the luggage. I confronted him, shouted at him and started sobbing. He tries to explain that he couldn't help himself, that he had a porn addiction. He admitted to meeting this woman off of Reddit. I slap him hard and just left with everything. I can hear him shouting my name down the hall as I left to the elevator, and outside as I head to my taxi. He tells me he's sorry, and he'll work on himself for my and our child. I told him it's too late for that, I quit my job, he proved that he's disloyal to me, and I want nothing to do with him. I told him to fuck off and have a "horrible life" and off I went. 

I blocked him on everything. Now I'm home, in my bedroom, clearing everything out to welcome my son. I am incredibly grateful for my dad & sister. This man doesn't deserve to be in MY son's life, I will raise him as a single parent, because right now, I don't trust ANYONE except family.

TLDR; got cheated on by someone who I was going to have a son with. I loved him so much and my trust is betrayed

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