Story of a loner (love story)

Junior

There i was lonely soul giving up on life.Man i really had stopped believing in happiness.Lets not rush to  conclusions.Boom there it was a miracle man i never believed in them but this one made me believe.

Its not how you think it was.I got trapped in my own mind to a point whereby reality felt like a dream ,but no it was just another illusion i guess.

I kept trying to get my head straight , but noo my demons really where hunting me. People will never get it when you going through stuff in your head. Man your own mind is your greatest enemy. 

Days went by and it seems like i was starting to hate being around people because they seemed to hurt me more. So i decided to isolet myself in my own space.It seemed to be the best medicine i could provide for myself. 

It was really super fun not to lie i really started enjoying it , until it started affecting me mentally. There is a point whereby u start hearing voices in ur head you do not even know where they come from. I started having blackouts , seemed like i was being hunted.

Started as off as just small weird things happening, as time went by it became worse. By then i was already suffering from anxiety which became worser. i thought maybe it was just temporary. 

So i decided to come out of my shell and interact with the real world rather than just be by myself.During that year we then moved to a different location. Took me years to actually find friends at that place. As soon as i had friends i was starting to become better , like i no longer had them random nightmares but i still would overthink. 

Man i was having a lot of fun i could see a different world around me. I never new it felt so good to be around a crowd and share so many jokes wow!! Finally made a best friend. My neighbor Jack , yeah we had a lot in common practically we were the same i guess. 

Time went by and things were going so smoothly and school was the best , tho i was into selling stuff rather than blending in with the other students. Out of nowhere a pandemic hit our country. We were all forced to be in lockdown and schools closed. To be honest i was happy.

I never felt so alive waking up in the morning knowing u got no school was the greatest feeling ever. There was nothing to do rather than spend the day playing video games. It was a way of distracting yourself from reality. The only friend i would go talk to was my neighbor , we would lean by the dura wall and share different stories. 

I never liked going outside that often , I was shy to like interact with people.Then there was this other day , I had to go to the shops and buy some relish. Yeah i took a walk there , it was really nice stretching some bones.On my way there i got intact with something that made my heart beat so fast….

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