Baskadia

Nobody ever told me ;being strong leaves you defeated

Death calls my name
And it sings a sweet melody
Like a siren yelling
Come to me

I am caged inside my head
I am a prisoner in my own body
Begging for help
But my voice falls silent
Nobody hears me scream

"Slit your wrist"
"Walk into traffic and don't look back"
"Jump"
Jump.
Just jump
And I will set you free

Pain in my heart
But smile
And you will be just fine
Hide yourself
Run
Run until you lose yourself

Am I lost?

Nobody told me
Being strong makes you
Weak

Wishing for a better life
Just to smile
And not force it

Bruised
Abused
Loved
And hated

Life was never yours to own
Why are you trying to take it?

Two minds
One head
Torn
Do I live or die
Do I want to live?
Do I want to die?

But nobody ever told me
Being strong leaves you defeated