All night long Lost in deep thoughts My life has been long gone What's left is just a skeleton You keep on saying I hold on Everything feels like death Am afraid am depressed My life is in a dead end I can't see nor feel yeah am so dead Life's not good I've been hurting Trouble calling , bad thoughts keeps hunting me The river is flooded the sun still shining And the earth is rising All aganist me and I've got nowhere to run to This is the part I think of suicide No! don't tell me that you don't