Baskadia

Today ,on multiple separate occasions I realised I couldn't "just be friends "with her . I am an addict,first with gambling, and then with her .To her it's a normal hang session, just two people who care about each other spending time and enjoying each other's company but to me,it feels like an alcoholic just rubbing his lips against the beer bottle ,I cant do it....the new plan is to get over my addiction.... you know,"cold turkey" ,I'm done with her .♤