Baskadia

I keep disappearing whenever I feel like I'm shattering inside. Not even a single person can ever talk to me because no one can handle my raging emotions when I'm on the edge of falling apart. I keep disappearing, and nobody knows how miserable I am during these times. It became a habit for me to disappear every time I didn't have the courage to face the world. And then I'll come back as if nothing happened. I come back as if I never cried alone in the dark.

I keep disappearing whenever I feel like I'm about to give up. The more I feel tired, the quicker I disappear. It seems like it has become my escape from everything, and sometimes I just don't want to come back anymore.

I just want to disappear and never come back again.