Baskadia

I regretted that moment

It became a scar, very prominent

I shouldn't have said those lies

I cried deeply as we said our goodbyes

I heard a few things, even from a friend

He said I wouldn't like the end

That you're not that kind of person

The kind I would consider a blessing

I didn't want to tell you how I feel

Or else you would see me as an easy kill

And so I decided, to lie about how I felt

And it made my heart melt

And now I've made a mistake

What if I put a good relationship at stake?

What if he felt the same way?

What if he got hurt by those words I said that very day?

I was scared and said the opposite of what I meant

God I was so hellbent

Hell bent on showing that I'm not weak

I guess I just chased away heaven's pick