Baskadia

I would say life has always been unfair to me but at least I can be grateful for living, my life has always been a very nice laugh not that I see people laughing though but I feel it each time I pass by but like I said I am grateful for my life 

My name is Cecilia Williams, sometimes I am called Ceci which I don't like anyway. I am a baker, I have always been a happy chap as a little child though but I can't say that now, I am 29 going on 30 but I am super single, not that I haven't had my fair share in relationships but you know this saying about kissing frogs that has been my fate. I have been kissing frogs who refuse to turn into princes, my relationships have been wack, sometimes I look at myself in the mirror to see if truly I am as beautiful as people say I am, sometimes I think of going to the church for deliverance

Firstly it was Rowland who said I was a virgin and he couldn't be with me because I choose to remain celibate as if that was a sin. Secondly it was Francis who said his mum didn't like the way I dressed He was a complete mama's boy. Then I met Ebuka with whom I thought my life would be built with, I even imagined my wedding day with Ebuka, he was so perfect, he was handsome, had great body, spoke with mixing English and Igbo and that was a turn on, I loved him that I allowed him disvirgin me, then I caught him in bed with Nkechi my bestfriend, with everything I considered myself without luck, I sometimes wonder if I am not loved my anyone in this world

Right now I choose bluntly to bury my head in work, I own a baking company OLA's Bakery,  my work has been my only relationship for a long time now and I was loving it, I wasn't going to live my life like someone who isn't capable of having a life without a man I had made this decision in my life when Francis dumped me but I gave it up because I met Ebuka and right now I don't think I'll be going into any other relationship right now. Today is going to be another day to face the world and claim I am strong when I know deep down I am not happy, another day of handling a contract for a fairy tale wedding, but I'm strong,  driving into the roads of Badagry thought about my achievements and sang as I drove, I was about to take the other lane leading to Agbara when I noticed a car hit mine from behind,  I almost froze but decided to pull over to see what had happened, when I got out I saw a man looking at me with a plea and a smile, this man was insanely handsome but I bet he is so stupid, does he really think this is a joke, I will definitely teach this idiot a lesson, he kept on staring at me as I turned around, picked up my heels from my car and smashed part of his side mirrors.