Baskadia

I used to suck at making friends and keeping bonds but I am not to blame. I used to tell myself that however much you chose someone over someone, the end result would be the same. That made me have a hard heart and I couldn't give in to anything that looked a threat to me but in the end, I lost people who really cared about me. I became introverted and totally withdrew from people. Life was kinda strange but at the same time peaceful. I mean, what's more to life than having no worries about something? I bet there isn't! So this went on for about two years and attimes people thought I was a mute but I didn't mind. I went on living like this until I changed my school. I met a number of people who found interest in me and maybe, I also found interest in some of them but I couldn't let it all out. I mean, I had trust issues and the fear of being used. After a few months, I saw something that made me rethink my decisions. It was a girl . . . She didn't look new in my eyes though.