What I have done to lose myself twice And see in mirror a demon who always by my side
Remove my horns cause I looked bad but I lose my capability to fight back I remember that time I start to say in my mind and turns out I'm the villain
They didn't listen and blame me from my wellbeing
It's always my fault to say something against them
And so ironic they are happy when I can't wake up from my dreams I try to change everything about me and now it's kinda odd cause I'm stranger in my own reflection
Can someone give myself back or just give a hint, a definition or someone to say they're will be my protection All I want is someone to talk with or someone I can say I love you Cause why I can't understand the plan of God
I failed hundred, wrong choices and start to doubt cause inside me is broken and feel so bad What should I do to end this tyranny? Or maybe God has planned for everyone.