You fade like smoke
Even when the whole world says
Says you should have been in that picture
You should have started the show
Now even your smile blurs
I don't think I remember how you looked
While times were still good
I can't quite make out the smell of your fume
Because it's a mystery
I used to see your smile in the dark
Now even the bright light blurs it
Am very much engraved in my own loneliness
Memories ain't sweet as they seem to
Painfully only dreams tell me of you
Though well aware they ain't real
It's not what hurts that matters
But what matters that hurts
It's you who matters
I don't know if it's you I knew
Am left to myself in the snowfall
No umbrella over my head in the mocking rain
Boone to pick peach blossoms for me
Yet they are too far
Should I curse the wind which
Didn't carry the message well to safety
Or that which couldn't keep a promise
Please come back n paint my life
Before it's too late for me
To turn back and look
At us