Baskadia

Ever since I was a kid, I used to admire doctors. I madly wanted to be one! I watched movies medical-related, stories about surgeon. With not so gifted life, being a doctor became my second priority. I want to grab what is being offered in order for me to have something to serve in our table. The dream of becoming a doctor slowly going out of sight. What I want now is to survive. I have bills to pay, I have kids to feed and debts to pay. In times of supposed to be happy moments, I tend to think what will happen next? I have nothing to continue. I can no longer afford even the smallest things. I have nothing to buy even our own food. I am lost. Where am I. Help me...