From random thoughts,
I got furious emotions,
And no longer could I move,
In moods of negation,
I slipped to anger,
My ego so pitiless,
Flashing old dark days,
Ever running in my head.
Little things in their eyes,
Seemed the world to me,
I created my own world,
And walked along with none.
Mistakes leave us with lessons,
But here am left with bruises,
Hope felt like such a scam,
Been drowning in my own regrets,
How I made myself a mess.
All I started is gone,
All that I strived for,
All that I suffered for,
Things I couldn’t change,
Now I no longer fight nature,
For all has been inconsequential.