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In my heart,I ask a question..is there a way to love?

But no one answer in particular.

My love for ryder was hexagon.

But he wanted it to be an octagon.

Nevertheless you will always be the star in my heart.

Time they says makes one to forget pain

But the memory never left,cause they cause great chaos in my heart.

I left you because my love couldn’t change you.

You wanted me to be like others but am the only queen in my kingdom.

Your love was selfish,abusive and toxic but I was patient like a dog.

I was raised in a kind way,but you thought I was foolish for being kind towards you.

I know you imperfections,likes and dislikes but you know no single damn thing about me.

I really had to let the tears flow freely and it was tears of pains in my heart

I even wrote diary about our love but you don’t worth it.

Am not upset that you don’t love me am only upset that I love the wrong person.

Loving you was easy but letting you go was the hardest thing ever ryder!

All you felt for me was lust cause love was an option.

I had to fight with my broken heart all for your sake,but the other half is yet to forget you.

Yes I cried,I smile and even swim in other to forget you,but my heart won’t let go!

Yes I summer brea had to let you go so my heart ache will stop.i had to let my best go for me to open my heart for the rightful owner to take over.

Never new brake up hurts,but I kept asking myself is this love or obsession?

I godess summer brae has to let it go...