Baskadia

Seeing people happy and loved brings out tears because I see what I lost.

Regrets is the emotion left in me wishing it never happened because it hurts to be stung by the pleasure of our memories which can't be bought.

Deceived by your flawless facade oblivious that I'll be damaged. Yes being hurt for a year but no droplets of tears...just the consistent fears.

Someone please drag me from this pit of darkness and loneliness, but I miss you so much that I forgot you hurt my feelings regardless.

Would do it again and again with no pain cuz flowers don't come without rain. I want to be cared and loved but found no cure so I think I'm done.