If I could tell you
how Much I live
through you in my days.
We don't say
We need each other nowadays
but I do feel the yearning
to at times explain.
If I could just tell you
how I feel as I live
without you day after day
running errands, working
and taking care of our children
wanting to fly,
until I see you again.
If I could only explain
I'm neither happy nor sad
nor living nor dead
just floating
all the roles I play.
If I could, I would
explain what I want to do
when I see you.
These days and the memories
of living without you stay
imprinted within to remind me
why together is beyond
any dream, any plan I ever made.
If I could just explain
how much I miss you
everyday.