Baskadia

Have sat and traced how changes occur subconsciously

Couldn't find myself exposing how am falling within

I thought I can conquer it, but gradually it swallowed me

Have felt this season and can relate to how it feels

My heart was into pickable bricks and shattered

Bean at home but not feeling at home yet people

Seems to show love around me, but have never gotten to feel

It, all negative thoughts filled with energy, engulf me, wanting

to move on, but my brain had been enchanted in the dark

Back to a state of being empty. I lost to love that brought.

me to this stage, losing not just love but the confidence to fight

I thought I had all I ever wanted, and this even broke me when

I can't get what I need. The little things around me disappear.

from my memory never remembering any of it, have felt of ending

life with no Regret, and have wished of never been crazy but the storm

Made up by my brain has made me see myself as a failure, and been asked how are

You? But never get any reply, what have been my thoughts all day? but

All appears blank. Am losing thy self believing in nothing, my emotions.

Am been lost, so this is how it feels, losing it mentally.