
I was raised in chaos and grew up disorderly
Till this day I don't know what normal is
So when you see me behave abnormally
Forgive me please coz I don't know what the phrase act normal means
I assume ,that everyone just like me thinks they know everything, when they was a obnoxious teen
Being conscious means taking responsibile , actions and facing each consequence
Whether it's bad or good, each happening has point to it
No sex or relationship can fill the void if you
lack love and peace
What's odder is Audrey and my father is always in a argument , mostly, `over` the smallest shit
Those behavioral patterns was mentally tormenting and eventually became part of the process of me and my siblings thoughts forming
Seeking to disagree with peeps as long as it's knowledge in_volved coz if it wasn't things would normally feel boring awkward and bonds would often not last long and insecurities would sink in making me result in self sabotage with finding comfort in addictions instead of dealing with my demons but nonetheless the Lord forgives
And the Lord is in ,each individual just like how every child has their Father in they heart that beats
And nothing beats the Love a Father and a mother gives
Is how I gaslight myself coz it felt like the opposite
Hell was more like a lifestyle instead of a option given
I'm not saying our bullshit is they fault to give
This is just me making my closet clean
Coz my baggage is , my child's baggage if i don't right now try to solve my shit
Now kyk gou hie eh ehh
On the street corner it's
10 kids kids , busy dobbling
Rolling dice , eyes focused on the money
4 out them was kicked outta school and don't have job so they income is rob and steal
There for some reason became a scoffling , 2 of them just began boxing
Antie saw they was disrupting peace and called police
They was there in a second started shooting without warning them
They ran through another woman's backyard but one of them was shot on his heel
How unfortunate
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