I am really sad, such a feeling is just sad
In my heart I thought of never to get in but life experiences can actually add
In tear that flows like a river, see my fear got me real bad
I have made plans, prayed and even seek for cancel to be free but this is too hard
I trusted and believed in those around me unknown I got no one help
With my burden I believe and trust my instincts but I need few days before I can achieve that without being held
If this persist, I am really doom and have no cure as it's means, I have just failed
Can I handle the worse as the little am in it's hurting can I be bailed
Surely my mood right now is as troubled and strong like the waves of an ocean
Am now calm though internally unrest I have to adjust and skip a session
For I know I wanted no this and it's wasn't supposed to be my portion
With everything moving in and outside of me I have to take a drastic action
Am just really sad.