Stagnancy, lotuses and tide
What’s new today
My heart is still drowned
Drowned in the ditch or the lake
Still trying to figure out
Whether mosquitoes breed over me
Or the lotuses bloom
Will the rain that blooms the roses,
rises me from the ditch to the surface
Or the heat will make me exhausted and
fade my soul away
Shall I wait for it to rain
Or just let my soul fade away ?
Will the wave from the sea joins me
and take my stagnancy away ?
Cause in this stagnancy I think,
I have lotuses above me
Are those roses real or just my
imaginations to remain in pleasure
of the stagnant water
Not willing to move with the tide,
to join the sea, to clear my stagnancy
Cause it’s the same stagnancy that makes me feel, I have lotuses above my head