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When did I lose myself?
Was it when I was told their dreams were mine?
Or was it when I was gonna die?
Was it when I came to exist?
Or when I questioned why do I exist?
The day I looked upto admire someone,
That day I realised what wasn't mine,
My aim in life wasn't minr,
Because I've been a naive little child.
The show, is it really mine?
Or am I a puppet in this being ruled by people behind?
If I break the strings,
Will I still be alive?
Or will I be dead,
And be refined with a knife?
I am piled up with insecurities,
I fear to love, I fear to lose,
Cause' what if the words are all hoax?
When did I lose myself?
I'll ask myself again,
But then I reform it
And ask if I ever found myself in the first place?
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