Baskadia

Giver

I deserve being left behind...

I deserve keeping my spleen inside...

I deserve it for being so kind...

Because I give all of me at once

I give me, my love and my kindness

Again and again limitless...

I give all of me all the time

'cause I am afraid of loneliness...

I love and I give non-stop my tenderness...

They get then leave taking part of my happiness...

My happiness was never a person...

I know how to be happy by my own

Even when I am left all alone...

But if hurts when it keeps on repeating...

The heartbreaks then the grieving...

l blame no one for leaving...

'Cause it's none's fault but mine...

My sin is that I keep giving...

I give so that they forget how not to get...

And getting becomes a right instead of a gift...

I give so they have no more curiosity...

I become an open book and they get bored of me...

I give so they see how I am easy...

My sin is that I have too much to give

My sin is that my heart is warm I believe...

My sin is that I am so tender, I forget, i forgive...

My sin is that I spoil my lovers and make them leave...

I don't say I am an angel, I am sure I am stupid and fragile...

If I were smart enough, emotionally smart enough, I wouldn't give it all a once gratuitously

I would give but little by little.

One by one piece by piece slowly

Instead of being a snowflake keeps on falling in a lake, gets stronger every time to melt again.