Like a prisoner , I feel trapped , trapped in my mind , my soul I can't find , to be my happy self , lord knows I've tried , the rules I've defied , the bonds I've broken by words that haven't been spoken , well spoken at least , but not by me , perhaps by walls or maybe by trees , but walls have ears , that's one of my fears , I don't get many dreams but I do have nightmares , like a stream I flow , my anger I show , no happiness though . Lonely lonely little me kindness I'd like to see , sad , but I've been sentenced by me .