In my dreams,
You say you care.
I my dreams,
You are so loving.
In my dreams,
I'm never lonely.
In my dreams,
A 'Hi' is worth your attention.
In my dreams,
You adore me.
In reality,
You've turned me down a thousand times.
In reality,
You are cold towards me.
In reality,
About my presence you care less.
In reality,
You don't talk to me.
In reality,
I'm just as a goner to you.
In reality,
You fill disgusted by my presence.
Now what seems joy haunts me. What's beautiful torments me.