Where Do I Belong?
I was lying on my bed. Actually, I want to sleep now, because I really don't have a proper sleep since last Friday.
I have a lot of paper work that I need to finish, and also, those paper works aren't mine. It's all my sister's paper works, but she just gave it to me, and threatened me.
Like, who am I in this house after all?
"Well, what are you doing?!" I suddenly got up when I heard my sister shout, as my door opened."
"Slee...ping?" I'm not sure if I'm going to finish my word, but it's true. I want to sleep, since I didn't have a proper sleep.
"And who told you that you're going to sleep, huh!" She shouts again, that makes my eyes closed. "And to tell you the truth, I need to pass that d*mn paper tomorrow morning!" I just shook my head when I heard what she says,"
Why am I experiencing this kind of treatment, after all?
"Please, just n-"
"No!"My tears slowly fall into my checks, when she shouts again. "Can't you understand what I said, huh?"
I didn't have a chance to finish my words when she slapped me. "Didn't you understand what I said earlier!" she, shout.
"I heard it, but I want to take a rest," I said.
"No! Whether you like it or not, you're going back to your study table, and finish those d*mn papers of mine!"
I have no choice but to go back to my study table and start doing my job AGAIN.
"I won't leave you alone here, unless you're going to finish it," I saw her on my peripheral view that she lied on my bed and did something on her cellphone. "What are you looking at?" I just turn my gaze on the papers, in front of me.
"How can I able to finish it, if I haven't sleepin' yet?"
"And why is she doing these things to me?"
She treats me like a fool, or like a maid. I want to fight back, but...
How can I do that?
Our parents were going to protect her against me, and also, believe in her acts!
I want to fight back, but...
I didn't have someone who'd fight with me, and protect me against my family.
I'm sick of this kind of family.
I want to leave like what they want me to do, but...
I didn't know where to go...
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