A LETTER TO ALLEN

Goldiink

Like yesterday in my mind - it's still cropping

I tried covering your footprints at the door step

Yet the smell of you keep hanging around my nosetrills...

I've tried to let go of the figure of you

Yet my thoughts can't wait to have you back home

I tried hanging around with new friends,  new playmates, new folks, new people,  yet

Without you everything seems impossible.. 

I want to catch those fire flies at night oncemore

I want to get all wet and take strokes with you 

I want to break Sir Adam's egg with you again.... 

I want to sneak out of the house at night

And do those crazy stuff we used to do.... 

Mummy took away your picture to keep it safe

Dad said you wouldn't love your pictures around us