Do I transgress when
I still close my eyes to the phantasms of his hands lost in my clitoris;
his tickling tongue traversing along the lines of my V-booth.
Oh pastor, tell me,
Do I ominously sin
when I let out the words "oh God, yes!!!"
as he bangs me against the tiled walls of the john?
Am I a sinner,
if these thoughts permanently reside in my mind...every moment they push in, hurriedly undressing my dignity.
See, I love God, dear Pastor,
but how do you unlove a person that had given you an earthly taste of the heavens?