a desire to hug you again,
a desire to cross the line
a desire to drink sweet blasphemy
a desire to be a doer of the sin
a desire to stop and waste time
a desire to sit and imagine life
a desire to be someone else
perhaps a desire to destroy myself
holding back with last of my strength
to not fall for the desires that are haunting my mind
to not let heart be what it have always been
trying so hard to not eat theforbidden fruit
Perhaps, trying so hard to not be a human
a little while of breaking loose, makes the hell break its loose
i stand all drenched in a vivid state
trying to rethink where i fell
perhaps its hard to not blame myself
but for this time i'll let evil have my blame
-nabiha...