Having taste the dissapoinent in life,
With all ambitions and efforts rendered to futility, bulls and bears movement wavering all desires away, the desire to be impactful, desire to be recognized, the desire to be useful and irrsetitably contributing to societal values.
It weighs the hearth down, depression mounts in, pressure grasped the soul, leading the pathway to neglecting the pros and cons of a person with ambition of impacting the society with good virtues.
Instead of looking ahead the soul looks to it downfall and failure, depression and pressure validates it stand over it, been intensely immersed in the bitterness of the heart.
Alas, I cried out to my soul, you're strong, you're irrefutable, you're better than what the circumstances predicts to you. Hence, I pick up my girdle and look up ahead, failing is not failure, I become a failure when I refuse to try again.