Baskadia

My sarcophagus

Beautiful and bold I'm captivating, I leave you awestruck, but like pandoras box I lock in all sorts of fucked up. Depression and its mission the sarcophagus designed by Lugubrious her mission is to leave us isolated, so we only feel melancholy. DISMAL is are only prospective,, while Distracted and deceived are loved ones for society has forced us to fear what will happen if others only knew just how we feel. So we lie and force a smile an tell others just how fine we are simultaneously we are d

Nobody ever told me; being strong leaves you defeated

Nobody ever told me ;being strong leaves you defeated Death calls my name And it sings a sweet melody Like a siren yelling Come to me I am caged inside my head I am a prisoner in my own body Begging for help But my voice falls silent Nobody hears me scream "Slit your wrist" "Walk into traffic and don't look back" "Jump" Jump. Just jump And I will set you free Pain in my heart But smile And you will be just fine Hide yourself Run Run until you lose yourself Am I lost? Nobody told me Being strong

The haunting of are self

I write only of what ik and feel. So i pray that may oneday god will send an opportunity my way that will allow me to provide for my family befor i lose my self.

"PULL THE PLUG"

My life is now owned delusion Happiness is no longer illusion If Life is a bitch- then dig me a ditch If i pull the plug now I'll free my demons They say i'll be caged in the tunnel of Mammon But, Humans used to say 'There's light at the end of a tunnel- Still, Humans used to pray 'Master, save me from the tunnel' It calls me closer It calls me near Just once and it'll be over Death whispers in my ear. (c) Alex O'bor, 2020. All rights reserved.

Carousel of pain

Dark poam of self torture