There are things you saw me do, how I behaved and thought that's the actual me but not really

Thought you know me

I behaved the way I did with you because it was my first time to talk to you, move with you and I continued like that because you were my good friend and I wanted to keep you happy as a friend. But the deeper we went into our friendship to love, you got to know the more about me you used not to see as friend, the bad and the good. You got surprised the more you discovered. The behaviors differed because the relationships also differed. In love I expected to understand me more in all I do and I also do the same. I became more free with you because you became part of me. I had to say no to somethings because we were not ready for them as young lovers. My  disobedience on certain things was because I really saw us get out of hand on some occasions that I resorted to refusing. I still like you my dia. Just give it time and learn me more as I do too but don't run away from me cause of the new things you discover in me. 

シェア - Thought you know me