To be abandoned
To be by oneself
Left in the drain of drastic trauma
Bring forth to all who seek me
The company of drama
Disclosing my scars to all unfit
Ready i am not
For this isn't my last moment
Of what of whom
My own very self
In my worst form
Wondering what i speak
Contemplating what i dread
Lying and convincing myself
That i am not a victim again
A victim of my worst fear
Giving by all dearest to me
To be accompanied once again abandoned 😞
