pain

Sadboyenmanuel

when I wake up in the morning I can't eat

I've fallen in love with the monster within

as the blood rushes to my brain, it's insane but I'm in love with the pain.

I can't help but wonder what would become of me.

or is this all a dream, nor is it what it seems.

but there's nothing I can do but to face the reality 

I can't call for help cause no one hears me it's like I'm locked away in a safe beneath the red sea.

oh shit, I can't breathe the air is trapped two layers above me, 

but it's okay when they ask what killed me.

don't be afraid to say the pain got the better of me. 