They said...

How will you protects yourself, if on the first place. You wouldn't have that courage at all?

How will you protect yourself, if you don't give it a try?

Where Do I Belong?

Yhexayhen

I was lying on my bed. Actually, I want to sleep now, because I really don't have a proper sleep since last Friday.

I have a lot of paper work that I need to finish, and also, those paper works aren't mine. It's all my sister's paper works, but she just gave it to me, and threatened me.

"Well, what are you doing?!" I suddenly got up when I heard my sister shout, as my door opened."

"Slee...ping?" I'm not sure if I'm going to finish my word, but it's true. I want to sleep, since I didn't have a proper sleep.

"And who told you that you're going to sleep, huh!" She shouts again, that makes my eyes closed. "And to tell you the truth, I need to pass that d*mn paper tomorrow morning!" I just shook my head when I heard what she says,"

Why am I experiencing this kind of treatment, after all?

"No!"My tears slowly fall into my checks, when she shouts again. "Can't you understand what I said, huh?"

I didn't have a chance to finish my words when she slapped me. "Didn't you understand what I said earlier!" she, shout.

"I heard it, but I want to take a rest," I said. 

"No! Whether you like it or not, you're going back to your study table, and finish those d*mn papers of mine!" 

I have no choice but to go back to my study table and start doing my job AGAIN.

"I won't leave you alone here, unless you're going to finish it," I saw her on my peripheral view that she lied on my bed and did something on her cellphone. "What are you looking at?" I just turn my gaze on the papers, in front of me. 

"How can I able to finish it, if I haven't sleepin' yet?"

"And why is she doing these things to me?"

She treats me like a fool, or like a maid.  I want to fight back, but... 

Our parents were going to protect her against me, and also, believe in her acts! 

I didn't have someone who'd fight with me, and protect me against my family. 

I want to leave like what they want me to do, but... 

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