To begin with, life is all about experience so leave your life as a flower who depends only on nature to improve.On the other hand, it's always good to sit and plan yourself for a better growth rather than waiting for others to do that for you. Lastly, just believe on yourself in everything you do and trust me you will find internal joy and that's what every individual on earth is working for in life and you will be just like that beautiful flowers in the garden.