Baskadia

But then i met him ,and he noticed everything, all my hurt and all hopelessniss. And he cured everything with his love, he made me realise that i could trust him and that i could open up with him about all my hurt. He made me feel important ,safe and special .He gave his best to make me happy and gave me everything that i needed . And then i fell inlove , inlove with the boy who listened to me for hours while talking about other boys, the boy who heard me cry, the boy i opened up to, the boy who i trusted and the boy who listened to all my personal problemes. I fell inlove with the boy who knew me better than anyone ever did. And he was inlove with me aswell ,he was the same boy he was when we we're friends , but then the arguments started to happen and we both got hurt by the arguments .And then i pushed him away because i felt like i was hurting him and as if i wasn't enough , and i even felt like i was taking his dreams away from him .So i left, i left him so that he can find someone better, i left him so that he could go live his dream .And that is what is he did after i left, but i never knew that it would hurt me, that it would make me feel wothless again, that it would make me feel like giving up again , and that it will make me feel like i can't trust anyone again.

But before i left him, he promised that he would marry me one day and he promised that he would wait for me forever cause he loved me. And that is why i keep going on with life and why i try my best to stay in this world for him , because he promised to wait and that we will life happily ever after . And everyday i still hope he meant that and hope that he's waiting for me because without him in my mind i would not survive. And everyday i lay by myself and just think back about all the memories , all the times we laughed together , all the times we argued but the fixed things, all the times we talked about people we didn't like, all the times we used to plan our future, all the times we argued about how many children we are going to have together