I was told to forgive
I was also told to forget
by people who would behave worst if found in my condition.
of course,it's easier said than done 😊
But I listened.
I forgave,but I couldn't forget, I can't wipe that ulgy incident out of my head 😭
So, see me back again trying the best of my best to make things work 🥺
He does something I don't like,I react and he says, Why do you easily get angry these days?
is it because of that mistake I did?
He has stired it up again because I never forgot that anyway, the memories Begins to come back, fresher and more slower 🤦
So Adams told me he would be traveling to see his Mom after a long time of been persuaded by me..
I was so happy he finally considered my opinion and advise as his woman, he would be staying till Monday because it was a Friday...
We were engaged and planning marriage, who wouldn't want a son and mother to reconcile?
I wanted a peaceful family...
So, according to him he left on a Friday, called me when he arrived and I was so happy 😊
We had already discussed I was feeling funny so I should conduct a pregnancy test, he was optimistic it would be postive, he was so happy already..
I did on a Sunday and I was a month gone, I got nervous 🥺, I couldn't go home so I had to go to his place to relax for a while before telling him....
Got to his place and noticed voices in the room,I wanted to leave but a part of me still needed to be sure,so I knocked..
He answered and opened the door, I didn't even know what to feel at that moment,he asked to come in and I refused, told him I wasn't in the mood to,I left his door to the gate but my mind wasn't resting 🥺
I went into the house and knocked again,he opened the door and I got in, I saw a lady on his bed😭
He excused us to bath and I greeted the lady, she was a sweet soul😊
He was out, finished dressing so I locked the door and kept the key in my bag, I asked him who she was and the lady chorused with the same question...
Oga introduced both of us his girlfriends, asked him to forget about me and left, the lady followed...
He followed me and I told him I was pregnant and wasn't going to keep it, he told me not to tamper with his child, ITS THE AUDACITY FOR ME🤔
I was pissed,I was nervous, This baby would never get to meet this monster.
went to the clinic and bought abortion pills, swallowed them and suffered pains for a whole month, it was better than for life...
Now this is the first instance people asked me to forgive and I did and he kept more coming,and expects me to Forget🤔