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The facts are this. I dropped the bedroom TV remote it fell under the bed. I asked my my wife if I could borrow her phone to use the flashlight. To find the remote. She didn't think twice. Handed it to me I searched and found the remote. And as I did she received a text message.

It simply said "damn I miss you baby." His name was attached to the message. When I got back on the bed I was still reading his message to her. She asked "what are you reading?" I said "I'm not 100% certain. But, so and so says damn he really misses you babe." Her face turned pale I didn't offer another word. Simply got up grabbed my clothes and went to the living room. She didn't attempt to offer any explanation. No apology nothing. The feeling of betrayal from the one person I thought I could count on was unbearable. I didn't speak to her, I couldn't. I was mad, upset, hurt and pissed. I dressed for work and left. I stayed with my brother the next day after getting off work. She tried calling I refused the to answer. She left a voicemail. She texted several times. I have no reply. I had to process this betrayal.

Finally, she called again this time I answered and as she was sobbing. She apologized for texting and messaging said that all it was. After all with a little searching I found the guy lived in N. C. 11 hours away. And when I called the his number. He told me what I wanted to know. Even included screenshots of their conversation.

He had the balls to tell me he knew she was married. She knew he was married too. And if they had met she would just of been a piece of ass. And that's it. We got past that. Fast forward to two months ago or so. I lady hit me up on messenger. Saying "your wife is cheating on you with my husband. She had proof." I asked her to send it. Not thinking she actually did. Boy was I wrong she had more than enough proof. Things I wish I could unread, images and videos she sent him of herself. She had an affair with this same guy when she was married to her first husband. And fucked this guy her ex husbands best friend as revenge.

I found out they had been messaging each other trying to find a time to hopefully meet and fuck around again.

Reliving the past I guess. But he never found the time to make it to our town 6 hours away from him. I also learned from his wife. And the dates on the messages this has been going on for years. And going on from day one of our relationship start and eventual marriage. She even sent a screenshot of her in her wedding dress with no panties on. I don't know if I can ever believe anything she says again. And after asking for couples counseling and she did attend a couple of sessions. Then quit I feel sad that the choice I have made. Even though the right one for myself. Still sucks after all I truly loved her and have her all of me. And did everything for her with love.

Unfortunately all I have now is anger and hatred for her for ruining our marriage.