Baskadia

I admit this time I'm not crushed nor devasted because I know there's no space left for void to form within my mind... the voice now echoes throughout ...but I hear no angel speak .I sound paranoid maybe I can't get it outta my head ..... I still beg for the sins I haven't committed .... can we get it over with , I beg of o' God. Can I start over and unseee everything, I'm not afraid of death but only with whom I'm associated. Nothing has to make sense .... as long as I get my sanity back. Oh how I thought depression was something painful but seeing the one's life who fake it I learnt how to get over with it ..... Maybe I didn't but nobody needs to know , I'm just sayin that people who actually need someone right now right with them don't have anyone , stop making yourself seem believable ,stop ruining the same opportunity which someone who's actually faced something traumatic could have , of being normal . Those who seek sympathy never

sought for it and make us look terrible when we actually just need someone to stick by and not make us seem weak. I don't want your sympathy , I don't want your comments on it unless you've been through it , if I kid about it dosent make it seem okay for you to kid about me , maybe I cope like this just don't opiniate before you do know me.