Baskadia

In a pink room

Enjoying being alone

Trying to get some rest

But my mind is not at peace

Curtains dancing 

Embracing the pain

Sounds of the wind

Hitting my head

Sitting at the corner of the room

Thinking where did I go wrong

Everything feels so heavy

Sad and empty

Staring at the wall

Didn't notice tears fall

I wish I knew what life really is

For sure I'll choose not to exist