Baskadia

Ah, I don't know what I wrote because it's the first time I'm writing here and posting, so I'm a little nervous, thanks for reading.

what is love?

I've thought about this a lot because no one really likes me, I went through school years where no one liked me but people called me "stupid" or "ugly" because of it, of course they knew it would change me. I succumbed to the outside world and changed. I used to say that I liked someone, I chose a boy from school, but when I was alone with myself, I asked myself the question "do you really like someone?" Of course, my answer was no, I didn't like or love anyone, I was just in the stereotypes of "if you don't have a girlfriend, you're from a low class."

You know what? I thought I was low class, but you know what I see now?! He was the lower caste, not me, who forced me to fall in love with someone.

I know it's good to love a person but you can never force someone to love, that's the problem why I hate all men but I don't love women either, I only love one man but I'm too far away. . Because I have a very bad attitude towards men and I don't want to suddenly lose my love, which I have loved since I was 9 years old.

I hate my English 😆🥲