Oh dear universe…
Lying on my bed,
Looking up to the celling.
To my right the sky,
Asking myself …
What message are the clouds trying to pass??
Depression takes over,
Spring of emotion overtakes my mind.
Regretting every step I took and over..
Where did I go wrong ?.
Should this have been this?!
Deciding not to mind the wrongs
Tears flow down my cheeks down to my pillow
My nose all red and I hiss.
Love wasn’t my calling ,
I’ve been hurt .
And so I decided not to love,
Something else I had in mind…
“I will not care so I don’t hurt”.
But now that something else is making me cry
Feeling used and taken for granted
Same feeling I was running away from and now I’m prey.
What did I do wrong?
Where did I go wrong?
I’m I the cause?
I had never had luck with love but couldn’t the universe see my pain and just help me this once!.
I’m broke …
Constantly thinking of how to earn something
Making my family proud of anything
Depression slowly kicks in
All this feeling to much for a 7teen
Sometimes suicide is on my mind
Prolly end this life and continue the next
Who knows,maybe that place is better once inside
Everyday talking to nature
Help me with some kind of break through
Begging not to go deaf but… does she think I’m immature
The universe is not on my side
Even if it is I can’t see the sign
Why does the world hate me
Why is my case different
Help me with a fucking sign!!!
But I’m no loser
I find solutions to every problem
that’s what keeping me going
I don’t give up
It would just make me a loser
So I’m going fight and see where life got me ending up
Life isn’t fair
I know that now
The least I can do is trust the process…
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