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ANOTHER TITLE: "I LOVE YOU BUT I DON'T LOVE YOU"

I know I look like a desperate idiot,

For chasing after a man who doesn't care.

I know I could end up in embarrassment,

For being so forlorn and bizarre.

I know you won't ever love me,

For you have someone else you want to marry.

I know you won't look at me the same way I look at you,

For you have someone else that can complete you.

I know that I'm not the one you need,

For you have someone else to hold.

I know I'm being a villain,

For I am the destroyer of your happy conclusion.

I'm sorry I can't let you go,

For I need something from you.

I'm sorry if I'll have to equivocate,

For me to complete my assignment.

I'm sorry if I have to say "I love you",

Even though what my heart shouts was not you.

I'm so sorry for only loving you,

Because I need something from you.

— Eirlys 💧