Am scared
I don't know what to think
To do
I feel like something is lodged in my throat
I try to speak
But am scared
Cause my words only draw me deeper into the abyss I seek redemption from
I don't know if I tell you what it is, this thing lodged in my throat, if you would leave too
As I walked out
it was the last time I heard "I Love you"
from the man who brought me into this world
I felt it then, that thing lodged in my throat
but I didn't really understand why
you'd leave
if I told you what it was.
you'd never look back
if I got it out
Things have never been different
why should it now
I watch you from afar
Never to hear your voice again
to feel your touch again.
It was short but it was bliss while it lasted
Why should it be different?
I expected you would leave before it happened
I just wasn't ready for how painful it felt
When you walk out and never look back
like "He" did
or walked out