Baskadia

Maybe stabbing myself a little will help with this feeling
Cut the veins on my arm just for like a minute
Will that get me the help I need
Maybe the one on my neck will be better
I don't want to die but maybe a 3days coma will do
Maybe finally someone will know I am already dead inside
Should I cook the noodles with lysol
I don't want to do
Maybe the voice will win or not
Maybe may...be I should finish the whole sleeping medicine now
All I need is to know if it will be alright
Or maybe I should skip the hypertensive drugs and let the bp go off the chart
But I don't really what to die
I just want the voice to stop