An odd silence everywhere
I can hear my heartbeat.....
My ragged breathe
Feels like a horror movie
And I'm the only survivor
That's how i feel
Ominious thoughts
A feeling that makes me fear
Like I'm lagging behind
Like when i die
No one would know i ever existed
That's how i feel
Maybe its just me
But it won't let me be
I mean the fear in me
Its not from what i see
This eerie feeling i feel
What if something is wrong with me
I can't sleep
Closing my eyes will take me there.
And i barely return everytime
My darkest thoughts are there.
D low self esteem i discarded is there.
Last time i got depression as a parting gift
I can't sleep
I stay still
If i move i might trigger something.
I'm afraid i might fall asleep involuntarily.
But what can i do.....
Its all in my head...
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